Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Signs that your heart is dying...
You act like nothing's happened but...
1) You're actually bleeding on the inside
2) You're not listening to a single thing your friend/lecturer just said.
3) You try very hard NOT to contact him
4) You delete all the possible contacts you have with him an a vain attempt to make him "invisible"
5) You cried youself to sleep the night before and woke up in the morning thinking of ways to give up on him.
6) You numb yourself with work and shopping.
Signs that i have...But well, i seriously think my heart is almost fully dead... I can joke and laugh already... I can be on MSN chatting to other people without thinking about whether he's online or not. Guess i'm almost there... my heart is gonna be in the freezer soon. That might be good for me i guess...GPA of 3.7 may not be impossible. =) (wah... first smile in my blog for the past few days!)
YYY